Beyond Science: Why I Stopped Believing, But Am Still Afraid

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Are you superstitious?

I don’t believe in ghosts, but I’m still terrified of graveyards. It sounds ironic, I know, but hear me out…

The Roots of Faith and Cultural Expectations

I was born in 1998 into a family that fully embraces Buddhism. Growing up in Thailand, you are raised with the concept of “consequences”-the belief that bad actions will eventually return to haunt you…

The Turning Point: Choosing Science over Tradition

Everything changed when I turned 21. I reached a point where I stopped believing in anything that couldn’t be proven. I stopped praying, stopped going to temples, and eventually made the decision to identify as non-religious. The biggest challenge, however, was the cultural expectation of ordination. In Thailand, as I mentioned, it is seen as a son’s ultimate duty. But I chose to stay true to my principles and decided against ordaining.

To my relief-and perhaps a testament to our bond-my parents understood. They didn’t force their beliefs on me or condemn my choice. Instead, they accepted me for who I am today, which made my transition into a science-based world much smoother and more meaningful.

The Rational Mind vs. The Primal Fear

Despite my firm stance on science, the “fear” remains. I often tell myself that I will only truly believe in ghosts if I see one with my own eyes-and only if it’s proven that it’s not just my brain playing tricks on me…

Conclusion: A Sensitive Balance

I know many will disagree with me, and that’s okay. This is a sensitive topic, and these are just my personal reflections…

What about you? Do you believe in superstitious? Or you belieive in Science? Let discuss in the comments!

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